Since I was young I thought to myself, I was going to go sky diving to conquer my fear of heights. Well I'm 21 now and I still have yet to do that. There's a ton of things in my life that I've wanted to do but haven't but I still have so long to go on this journey of life. I feel like no one understands me because I do not yet understand myself. I don't yet have a path in life because I'm too afraid to pick something I love. I'm afraid of being stuck somewhere. Kids my age already are down their career paths but that's not for me. I always felt stressed by society and its pressures to get into the carrier field and succeed. It's all about money money money, but where is the happiness? Must we really sacrifice everything for a comfortable life. I have traveled a bit and I loved that, but to do that again we must be stable with money and everything costs way too much.
I have a couple ideas of what I want to do, I'd like run a restaurant or I'd like to be in TV, or production of some type. I have an amazing singing voice yet I don't want to be stuck singing my whole life. I am in love with this girl who has such a passion, she's loved marine biology her whole life so she's perusing that as a career despite financial caps. I feel like I should be living up to that, but on the same hand I shouldn't be rushed. I'm in school and taking it slow but I think if I slowly work toward the degree in all arts then it can be put to good use however I see fit. Go back to refine the degree later I say, but will I ever.... Who knows. No pressure, life is short I must enjoy it. I'm going to keep living my life hoping that what I want and what I will become will drop into my lap because I've always felt that it will once I experience more. Til then I'll follow in my girlfriends footsteps and use the devotion I have to finish school to get through the mundane stuff. Thanks my inspiration, you know who you are. I love you.
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